Beautiful Eyes
You say I’m beautiful. You say you love my eyes. You flatter me over and over again. But you won’t learn anything about me.
So, you won’t love me.
You like to stare and compartmentalize while I gaze and romanticize. So lost on the surface, you couldn’t dig beneath.
The world is full of fortunate fools, genetically bound, in all the “right” ways. Honey, I implore you to seek deeper. Start that dig.
There’s not a thing I could do. I’ll watch you jump ship to the next pair of beautiful eyes. And while my path will veer off down some road, your spiral will persist. With each new flattery, you will find yourself lying in his bed, on the surface, staring into those momentary beautiful eyes.
So, you won’t love me.
I went to the casino last week, and the minute I am inside I see Mark Grace walking by on his cell. I yelled “Gracie!” He waved and kept walking. It was an amazing moment in my life, and if you don’t know who Mark Grace is……..Then I don’t know…. you should probably stop reading. So we get to drinkin, and gamblin, ATM machine scramblin! I come up big and I am feeling awesome! First things first, go to the bar and get everyone in the gang that night a drink.I am getting drinks and this girl next to me at the bar noticed how fucking high roller I was at the moment, and gave me a smile. Beautiful girl! I had to do something. So I cleared my throat, looked deep into her left eye, took one sharp look at her drink, then back into her left eye, and said as seductive as I possibly could……. “You’re empty”. Without breaking eye contact with me she replies “Vodka Soda”, we were locked in some kind of orb of sexual tension… “Bartender! Add a vodka soda to my tab”. We got to talking and we like some of the same things, and she tells me her short story, I tell her my short story, its going ok! So I ask her a question I think is extremely important in my life… “Are you a Diamondbacks fan?” She replied ecstatically “Yes! I love the Diamondbacks!” This is a good sign. Then in all my excitement I said “I am a big Diamondbacks fan too! Oh and Mark Grace is at this casino tonight!!!!” My little dream come true took a drink of that vodka soda, and what she said next I wasn’t prepared for…… “Oh I don’t know any of the players on the team now, I was more of a fan a long time ago when they won the world series.” …….. The feelings I had for this girl left my body just as fast as everything I learned in high school left my brain. Things got quiet… I got quiet. She wrote her number on my slot machine ticket, and she was gone. I don’t blame Gracie, he was my good luck all night, and he was almost my guide. Respect the legends, and Go D-backs.
For. Ever.
What does forever really mean? You can’t put a date on it. It isn’t tangible. To some, things that aren’t tangible or realistic, hold little importance. But you hear the word forever and think: that’s a long time. This is what forever was to me less than a year ago; just an intangible description of my life on earth and afterwards. Forever consisted of multiple question marks, a few fears, a plethora of predictable milestones, and an empty seat where this person that would mean a whole lot to me would reside. Forever is more than an important word or reality to me, now; forever is the gift of time I’ve been granted to spend with you. I have x number of years to ask you every question on my heart; to know you like the back of my hand and to have you know me. I have only so many days to spend on adventures with you; fun, difficult, and even average every day adventures. I have only so many hours to admire the blue of your eyes and the way your eyes crinkle when you smile. I’ll take every moment I’m given to press my lips against yours, expressing my adoration, affection, and attraction for you. I’ll watch you grow and my heart will be warmed, seeing how each step we take together is part of forever. The day we are wed won’t be forever, just the technical beginning. The truth is, we’ve already embarked on forever, and it’s not a destination. It’s a journey. My partner, my role model, my love, thank you for sharing in forever with me. I can’t think of anyone more perfect for the ride.
— Desirée Coleman
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Posted January 26, 2012 at 6:24pm
AMAZING! AWESOME! WONDERFUL NEWS! I have been invited to open for an artist I’ve been a fan of for YEARS, Mr. Andrew Allen! We’ll be sharing the stage together in New York on FEBRUARY 21st. Tickets are available at www.coreybalsamo.bigcartel.com. This is going to be such an awesome night!
